There's Magic In The Air Tonight

So I don’t know how to handle this…

I can perform in front of thousands of people without a second thought, but if I have to talk to one specific person I’m nervous as hell! That doesn’t make any sense to me. I think that I give too much power to guys. It’s a hard thing to admit, but I’m not going to deny it.

There’s this boy that I like…We’ve gone on a couple of dates and had a really good time every time. I had thought that we might have made things official by now, but that’s not the case. We haven’t seen each other in a couple of weeks, and I’m finding it harder and harder to muster up the courage to talk to him. The dreaded DTRT (Define The Relationship Talk)! But I don’t know if I have the “right” to bring it up.

That’s not the right word…

I mean, I guess I don’t know if it’s the right time to bring it up. Is there ever a right time? If one person wants to talk about it and the other doesn’t can that make things awkward? If one person expects a positive outcome and gets a negative outcome, that too can be damaging. I guess what it comes down to is fear…I’m afraid to talk to him because I’m afraid of things becoming awkward or me getting hurt.

I get it now…FEAR IS STOPPING ME FROM MOVING FORWARD!

How do you overcome fear?